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Piano. Music. Beautiful piano
music. But, I didn’t turn on a radio before I went to sleep. Actually, I don’t
know that for sure. I was hammered before I went to sleep. It sounded like it
was coming from downstairs, so I staggered to the basement door and opened it.
The music washed over me and brought a tear to my eyes. The style reminded me
of Bill Evans with a harder edge. I carefully negotiated the stairs and saw who
was playing. I had to admit, for a dead man he looked pretty good.
“I bet you’re wondering why I’m
here,” Terry said as he continued to play.
“Yeah.”
He stopped and smiled at me. My
stomach twisted into fearful knots.
“Don’t worry. I’m not here to hurt
you or anything like that,” He said. “Just here to talk.”
“That should be a little hard
seeing as how you’re dead.”
“No worries, Dad. You’re asleep.
Anything can happen in a dream.”
“Obviously,” I sat down on a crate.
“I gotta stop drinkin’ that cheap scotch.”
“Drinkin’ your problems away, huh?”
Terry grinned. “Some things never change.”
“Excuse me?”
“Dad, let’s be honest: You always
drank a lot and often. It started after Mom died and you hadn’t stopped when
you threw me out, right?” Terry said as he gazed into my eyes.
“No, I didn’t.”
“You treated Mom like shit, when
all she wanted was to make you happy, and do we have to go into the whole
jealousy thing where I’m concerned?”
“Now, hold on a minute,” I snapped
as I stood up and stormed over to Terry. “I treated your mother well. I loved
her more than my own life and I was never jealous of you!”
“Then explain why Mom ran out of
the house and drove herself into an accident and I ended up living with Eric
most of my high school years because I broke the no-music-in-the-house rule.”
Okay. I guess he was right.
“You know I’m right. I don’t know
why you even acted like I was lying to you.”
“How did you--?”
“It’s a dream, remember?”
“Right.”
“Dad—“, Terry began, “—why were you
jealous of me? It’s not like you couldn’t do what I was doing.”
I sank down onto the piano bench
next to Terry. “I couldn’t, Terry. My hands didn’t work.”
“They did. They do. Maybe not as
well as before, but you can still play.” He stood up and left me on the bench
by myself. I looked at the keyboard in front of me and felt my heart turn to
ice.
Once upon a time, I could make the
music flow out as my hands flew over the keys. People used to dance, used to
clap and shout when I played and I missed that. I so desperately wanted to do
that again, but I was afraid that I wouldn’t be able to, that my chance had
passed me by and that part of my life was over.
“I can’t.”
“Yeah, you can,” Terry responded.
“I heard you playing the last time I was here. In fact I asked you if the song
was one of yours.”
I grinned. “I remember.”
“You could play then; why not now?”
“I’m scared.”
“Of what?” Terry asked.
“Of failing.”
“The only way you’ll fail—,” A new
voice that I instantly recognized said, “—is if you stop trying.”
I turned towards the stairs and I
was speechless. I couldn’t say or do anything but stare.
Terry grinned and said, “Hi, Ma.”
She walked up to the piano from the
stairway. My mind recalled seeing her for the first time, a vision in
bellbottoms, a clingy polyester shirt, a soft, full afro and warm,
caramel-colored skin. In the here and now, she wore a simple white cotton
sundress that caressed all the curves I remembered, straight black hair and a
smile that radiated the light of Heaven. I reacted now, the same way I reacted
then: I was struck dumb, spellbound and speechless.
“Hello, Carl,” Belinda said to me.